Uncertainty
It amazes me how used to uncertainty I have become lately. It is a far cry from the person I was just a year ago. Here I am, pursuing my dream and without a job (my part-time gig with my old company just ended), with almost no money left and without a hint of what lays ahead. Working part-time with my old company was actually a very interesting experience. Although it was a bit frustrating at first, soon I actually learned to let go of the mindset that made it so hard to work there before. Learning how to treat a job like just a job and not be so emotionally involved is definitely a new experience for me. I worked from home, which was great, and the rest of the time I spent beefing up my resume by studying some (non-game) technologies that I had wanted to try for a while. Man, I have not worked in an office in 5 months and a half! It has been super sweet. Of course, that may change now, I do not know. What I do know is that I will try my best to find work that will leave me enough time to pursue my true interests. It is all down to fate. I hope she treats me nicely. And I am really, really dying to resolve this situation so I can finally spend some time working on games. But paying the bills is priority #1, so I will have to conjure up some patience!

Meanwhile, my friend Jonathan has been cooking up a special one year game project. How is that going, Jonathan?! I hope I can figure out my situation to join him. Boy, uncertainty is a bitch.